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[24 Nov 2009|10:51pm] |
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I am back at Hogwarts and I want to say again how much I appreciate all the condolences I have gotten. The past few weeks have been really hard on me and it is the fact that I have my mates around me that keeps me going.
I just don't know how to move on. I keep having nightmares of seeing my mother killed by those filthy, good for nothing mudblood criminals. Then to make it worse they turn their weapons on me and then right before I get hit I wake up screaming.
I have probably woken up all of Slytherin by now. I just can't help it. I would take dreamless sleep but I wan to sleep on my own. I read reports where people have gotten hooked on dreamless sleep potions.
I see all my mates have such happy lives. Getting engaged and going out on dates and everything. I feel so left behind.
I want to be happy to! I want to be loved!! I want something good to happen to me.
I just don't know what to do anymore...
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[16 Nov 2009|04:41pm] |
My heart and deepest condolences go to the Pucey family. I know first hand how hard it is to deal with something as tragic as this.
Oh and I will be back to Hogwarts by this evening. I want to thank everyone who came to the funeral. I am very appreaciative.
It meant a lot.
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[13 Nov 2009|06:53pm] |
I am finally at home with my father. He is beside himself with grief as am I. The funeral is on Sunday, so I have a couple of days before I have to deal with that. I will need those days to get myself in the right mind frame. I will have my best friends Corvus, Emily, Morag and Claire here so I have them as emotional support. I am relieved for that and thankful. I really am.
I still can no believe she is gone. I just want her back!!
Those bloody, evil, horrible mudbloods!
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[10 Nov 2009|05:46pm] |
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I appreciate all the condolences I have received the past day or two. This is a very hard loss for my father and I, so you will have to deal with the briefness of this entry as I don't feel like writing in here that much.
But to anyone who is interested, my father has owled me and notified me that my dear mum's funeral will be this Sunday at 2pm. We are having the ceremony at our manor as she will be buried in the family plot.
I will be taking leave from Hogwarts Friday to Monday though depending on my mental and emotional state I may be away longer.
I hope everyone will respect my privacy during this tough time.
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[05 Nov 2009|10:27am] |
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I want to start off by saying I am in a good mood today, so try not to anger me. I am not in the mood to spoil my good mood right now. Better take advantage of this while it lasts.
How many days till hols? Anyone know the exact number? But mum owled me today gushing to me about the Christmas Ball she is planning. My mum always throws the best parties and balls, I have to say. She told me she was busy working on making me the perfect gown for it too! I told her to stay in the green, red or blue colour palates and she can go from there. I know I am getting too ahead of myself but I always get happy when I get a letter from my mum. She always has good news for me.
Oh and the Halloween Dance was not that horrible, though some of the costumes were. I do prefer classical music opposed to the noise that the Weird Sisters put out. The haunted house was the saving grace out of the whole thing. I would have rathered had a Masquerade theme for the Halloween. Maybe next year we could do that and I could help set it up?
Oh and I am rather pleased with how I turn out as an adult.
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[27 Oct 2009|03:32pm] |
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I would like to say I am sorry that I have not written in here that much, I really do not care. I am only doing it now because I am bored and have nothing else to do with my time.
I find most of the entries here to be really daft and not worth my time.
I would rather get back to reading so I am going to go do that.
Again, this journal has been a waste of my time.
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[09 Oct 2009|08:53pm] |
Well, I am intrigued by the thought of a Halloween Ball, but I have a question. Is this a costume ball where one wears Muggle costumes or can one wear something in a Masquerade sort of aire?
I do not want to wear some hideous muggle Princess outfit or some awful fairy tale get up like that!
I can get my mum to make my dress and mask! How wonderful!!
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[08 Oct 2009|06:14pm] |
Who in Merlin was daft enough in that other world to allow my no good sister to reproduce?!
The thought is a real laugh.
That just made my day.
That is all I wanted to say!
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[04 Oct 2009|01:39pm] |
You know, I wish my parents would just grow up! They act like three year old babies all the time with their screaming and arguing. I am so glad I am not at home to deal with them, their letters are more than enough. They keep sending me letters trying to get me to side with one of them or prove a point to themselves or something. I have no idea, but I swear that I am the most mature one out of my family, sister included!! She is the reason for all this anyways!
I have better things to worry about than all that! Like my three foot essay I have to finish for Ancient Runes and my test in charms in a few days. I have been living in the library for the past few weeks. Am I the only one with a never ending supply of essays and exams? I swear I feel like I am the only one some days.
I think I need a little fun. Speaking of fun, will someone tell me when our next Hogsmeade weekend will be?!
Oh and for all the unfortunate time travelers, my name is Daphne Nicolette Greengrass, 6th year Slytherin.
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